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Saturday, February 15th, 2003
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I have a new LJ name.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) stardrenched.
Add me if you'd like, and I'll add you back. It's also friends only like this one, so leave a comment if-slash-when you add me.
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Sunday, December 29th, 2002
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Monday, December 23rd, 2002
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Lately, I've kind of felt... out of myself. It's almost as if I'm floating above everything and watching it all from an omniscient viewpoint. It's all felt so much like a really bad movie, where I just happen to be the main character. It seems so fake, the things I'm experiencing, the people I'm around.. like they're all just playing parts in this horrendously long film.
Scenario: I'm sitting in the back of an empty bus at 8 o'clock at night, staring out the window and listening to Bright Eyes, when suddenly I'm overwhelmed with some sort of emotion that causes tears to swell up in my eyes. The view out the window, once clear, has turned into a blurry mess of yellow, orange, white and red lights, surrounded by a mist of black.. and all I do is sit there, without a sound, letting the tears fall.
That happened last night on the way home from the movies. I don't know why that happened, but I remember thinking afterward that I'm ridiculous, and I need to stop being so melodramatic. It's gotten me pretty much nowhere, and the only thing I've gained from it is the occasional decent song.
I don't know who I am anymore.
I apologize if none of that made sense.
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Thursday, November 7th, 2002
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Sunday, October 6th, 2002
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This journal is friends only. If you would like to be added, just comment and I'll add you. But, please don't add me just because you want more people on your friends list... add me only if you're interested in me and what I have to say. Thanks. :)
ยป Kayla
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